Sometimes I wonder...
Sometimes I wonder what it would be like if I was a child of the night. If I could be anything right now, I'd want to be a vampire. I can imagine thirsting for blood so bad that every night when the sun goes down, I could see myself flying into the night sky hunting for and feeding upon the blood of the living. I could see myself going up to people in dark alleyways and on street corners and just sinking my fangs into their necks. MMMM delicious!
Sometimes I wonder what it would be like if I was a serial killer. From the way things have been going throughout my life, I can almost imagine myself quietly entering the homes of the people I know and killing them over and over again with a sharp knife or even an axe. Now that I am thinking, that would be too obvious. I think I would start with people I don't know, just pick someone at random out of the phone book and slice their body over and over again until every last drop of blood is soaked into the carpet. But why should I stop there? I would want to make all of the murders connected to something or someone in a way that is just totally gruesome. Perhaps I would cut their heads off and stick hooks into the nostrils and have them flop around in the wind as tree ornaments. Yah, that would be cool.
Sometimes I wonder what it would be like if there was no laws in this world and I would be free to do anything I please without having to worry about the mortal consequences. I have given this a lot of thought and I would rape as many young girls and women as I could in a given time frame. Just to make things interesting, I would then challenge someone else to do the same. As a formal note: rape is described as being forced into sex without your consent. Yes, I could see it now. Every hour it would be a new piece of meat. Yah, that would be cool.
Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to have sex with a guy. It is one of those questions that was bound to come up sooner or later, why not now? Sure, I was this close to sticking my dick up some guy's ass but then my conscience kicked in and then that was that. What in the hell tempted me to sleep with a guy to begin with? MMM, I guess I just felt sorry for him. Come to think of it, I should have fucked him and got it over with. That way I wouldn't have to live with the thought of wondering what it would be like. Yah, that would have been cool.
Beings that I am still a virgin, I wonder what it would be like to have rough unprotected sex night after night for a solid week. Nonetheless, I would be given the option to choose who I would be having sex with. Yah, I would want to fuck the brains out of my high school sweet heart. She is a devoted Christian. Yah, that would be just the thing to make her hate herself. Yes, I can almost feel myself sticking my dick into her virgin pussy and banging her for hours on end. I can just see myself in a mirror sticking my dick up her ass until it won't go any further...fucking her until she bleeds.